I almost quit YouTubing! Issues with my account, loss of subs and views, and other issues!

Hi Subbies and viewers! I've as many other YouTubers lost subscribers and around 100 view per video, and I can't hide my views either, so I almost quit YouTubing as I felt the hard work was gone through the drain! I mean 100 views? And some videos approx 200, and why? And I felt my credibility as a YouTuber fell cuz I suddenly didn't have that many views as before (not that much, but for a little channel there's huge difference between 135 and 35, right?) (ADVICE much needed, plz read further)! Anywho I remembered WHY I made this channel, so I just gotta work even harder, but got to admit I'm a bit stuck, not with ideas but finding the time to vlog, edit, upload etc. I hope other YouTubers can advice me how to find my spark I had at the beginning making vids, as it seems as I lost it! I'm thinking why should I use over 10 hours for a video just to loose over 100 viewers again, cuz I don't know why it's happening? I'm glad they caught those who pays for subs, that is so low,especially amongst us who work hard to achieve one sub! And views for that matter! I didn't know it was possible to cheat until it came out, but why are innocent YouTubers like myself paying the prize for others mistake? It's just hard when you're still so small and trying to building a channel. I would say thnx for my supporters that always follows me, like and comment, messaging me, it helps a lot, more than you can imagine as my family are going through though time, but so are many! Thnx for your love and support 😊🙏❤️❤️❤️ IF anyone can say why my channel can't hide views (count) and I do know where to do it, but it doesn't work on my all 4 channels and YouTube keep ignoring me, so I'm frustrated as I wanna keep it private, why doesn't it work? I know how to hide subs, likes etc, but it doesn't register that I don't wanna show views. Plz tell me what to do, thnx. Ppl have taught me that before, and I have done it, but as I say it just won't register? Why? Even a pro couldn't see what was the matter, only that it's from YouTube's side as its on my 4 channels and he's only advice was to start over. But to loose little over 300 subs, that I don't want too, and it's not fair to my Subbies! Plz advice me, can't think anymore, totally stressed out! Thnx for watching. Plz like, comment or sub if you want to. Xoxo ak, Copenhagen #Createnothate; Petmonster: https://www.youtube.c52FsrrDd9I0om/watch?v= Web: http://www.rumlerille.dk/ Mail: rumlerille@hotmail.com Facebook: https://www.facebook.com/rumlerille Tweet: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDVtACy63QwxBpILRiavlCQ Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/rumlerille/ Other Youtube Channels: Our donation channel: Save loco: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCDVtACy63QwxBpILRiavlCQ My other channel: Paranormal mom https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCruGfl6felIpGT2-KMBnQ1Q Main, Dealer Mom: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6dSuqjgwl-DW5I9IzVPRhw Copenhgen, Denmark ;-) PayPal Donationlink: https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_s-xclick&hosted_button_id=JA46RJKDPAEWQ