I'm being monetized BY the women’s shelter! Feeling violated, but have no choice!

I had to put some vlogs down as I apparently showed too much of the room my daughter and I stayed in, and I got monetized by the shelter so I'm sad, angry and feeling totally violated, and this place knew about my YouTube channel, so I don't get why they wait so long to watch (cuz I haven't said what my YouTube name was) and they could from day one told me how and why instead of let me feel like a kid in a cookie-jar! And I have done my best to protect those who are here and haven't shown Windows etc. I do get why, but it's the way they did it, by monetizing me that I don't appreciate! I could use some advice from my viewers as I'm going insane here! It's enough that YouTube have made the stupid guidelines and we are monetized by them, but now I also gotta take care wtf comes out of my mouth and feel I can't be truthful to my viewers anymore? Any idea? Should I take a break? Give up when YouTube already made these stupid guidelines? I don't know anything anymore and can't breathe! Hope someone has some ideas to what I can do? Thanks for watching , please leave a comment , like or subscribe if you want to! Xoxo Dealer Mom from unknown location but monetized.....geeeezzzzz!